空しい気持ち

Tomorrow's my last day to get something done. Saturday and Sunday were a bust, but today I made progress on studying for Japanese history midterm. Actually, I may have studied too much and too quickly. >.<; Hoping I retain it all. Got the dates pretty much under control. I made flashcards as I read back over my annotations...except halfway through they become less "flashy" to "omg how can all this information possibly fit on one card" to "I know this and I just don't care anymore."

The library depresses me. I wish I had time to read random books that I just happen to find, but until I'm not cramming all this other information into my brain I can't do anything about my desire to wander (both "literally" and physically, if that's understandable).

*sigh* It hasn't been a very fun weekend. I procrastinated like hell and slept a lot....which leaves me feeling kinda empty and lonely. My own fault, of course.

Oh! I need to send the card I got today to my aunt. She just had neck surgery, which I didn't even know about because it happened suddenly. I should probably send something to my uncle, too, since he's been back from the hospital (for really bad phenomena) and staying at my grandparents'. I can't find my address book. *sigh* もう、いい加減にしてよ。（＞。＜）

Ironically, iTunes has just changed from Beck- Slip Out to Okui Masami- Little Wing. Hey, I was enjoying my depressing song....and now extreme optimism that I don't want to accept! *cringe* Owie. *changes to Hedwig's Lament- Wicked Little Town* Better....sorta.

EDIT: Just a reminder to myself: 凸凹 ....funny kanji and even in the same word. weird. I'm never going to forget it now.